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So season 2 of tbh should totally happen.. Im here to run something by you. Am i the only one that thinks that April doesn’t have to be mad about Sterling turning her dad in.. I mean she didn’t lie to April. Also all this time April was a totally bitch to Sterling an Sterling didn’t use what knew not once against her. I think that those facts alone could be enough for her to instead of get mad want to understand that tho he is her father he also committed a crime an should be held accountable

Hmm, while it’s possible that April puts all those points together and is surprisingly understanding, aside from the fact that it’s a TV show that seeks heightened drama, there’s a difference, I think, between an impersonal response that only looks at the logic and facts versus one that reacts to the emotion of the situation. Given who this involves, it would be extremely natural for April’s initial reaction be to the betrayal of it all.

And that’s what it would be, it’s not just that it’s her dad, or that Sterling technically never lied, or even what their relationship was like when it all went down. She’d be mad that it was Sterling who did get extremely close to her, who she told all her secrets to, who kept this from her. It would hurt on THAT level. It doesn’t matter that she was mean to Sterling and Sterling didn’t use it against her, that doesn’t get her bonus points when it was Sterling who chased a friendship and then kissed her. She totally bared her soul to Sterling about it all! Who throughOUT the show, has expressed concern and sympathy because of her father’s situation, all the while she was the one who secretly caused it, like, this isn’t about the father, this is about April and Sterling. 

And in fact, if the show somehow does subvert some of the dramatic expectations and has Sterling tell April about it, that would very much change the equation, and April’s anger might be a one or two ep arc instead of half or full season.

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Have you read Devon’s interview and how she described April? I thought it was pretty spot on and loved how she answered the questions.

I loved itttttt. It was so good, so thoughtful! I loved all her answers, but two in particular, one about how the reveal about April’s sexuality wouldn’t suddenly make her a different (better) person, she was exactly who she was before, we just now knew she was gay. 

And the other answer with all her little headcanons of their earlier interactions and April being the one to kind of wake up to something in Sterling throughout too! I actually really love that interpretation, that it wasn’t some longstanding crush forever OR just happened suddenly in the moment of the kiss, but was happening during the same time we saw Sterling start her journey of exploring her sexuality in ep 1. I love getting these kinds of BTS insights into characters, especially one as closed off and complex as April. 

And even if these were things Devon discussed with Kathleen Jordan, the way she shows how she understood it is and is able to express it in an interview, pinpointing all these different moments, shows how much she’s made it her own.

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What’s your opinion about Luke?

Lol, after my recent track record of hating dim white guys, you’d think I wouldn’t care for him, but honestly, he’s a genuinely sweet dude who was already in over his head BEFORE his gf realized she was in love with a girl and is now stuck in a situation he has no knowledge or understanding of. I actually feel sorry for him (although not as much as for like, every other character, given what they went through). 

The writers always center Sterling or even April in his scenes, so he just furthers their story, beyond providing comic relief. In fact, a lot of the first half of the show was setting up moments that would later be contrasted with Stepril, like how Sterling happily left him to help Blair but clearly did not leave April, to the point of actually hurting Blair. Or how she couldn’t even force herself to be sad after the breakup with Luke while with April…yeesh. 

As long as this kind of character in female-led media serves the female characters, I’m fine, but when they get the development at the female characters’ expense? I don’t love that. And it’s not like Luke didn’t get any development, honestly, his scene with Sterling in the finale and especially during the breakup earlier were my favorite with him, not even when he was being dumb and funny but just heartfelt and genuine. So yeah, currently, I like him. Could change in s2 if they do what I said I don’t like up there, but I hope not!

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I feel like April is totally within her rights to not be ready to be out yet. She’s been hiding her sexuality for years in their very southern, very conservative world. And Sterling expects her to be out after like….what two days of secretly hanging out and kissing? I mean, they weren’t even together for a week were they?

Oh, for sure! My position from the start was actually a very strong “she doesn’t have to come out at any point for the likely duration of this show!” so that’s what the previous answer was, me lightly backing off of that because it IS so painful and you can see its effects on her. But of course it has to be done with so much care. That’s the thing, this being a TV show, there’s what’s best for the character/rep and what’s most dramatic and often those are not the same thing. 

About Sterling, like. I sympathize! She got caught up with it, she’d JUST had a huge fight with her twin where the issue wasn’t the same-sex thing but instead the secrets, that’s the mindset she was carrying with her into the finale. It’s hard to balance, and even if it was a few days, clearly it was this very charged satisfying new dynamic that was making her feel something she seemed to have been chasing since the start of the show and probably before. And on some level she and April have known and been circling each other since at least the 5th grade. I can get that it felt super significant to her, worth the coming out.

Neither side is wrong–this isn’t even a sides thing, this is just…circumstance. They both have done not great things but are both understandable and ultimately sympathetic, they’re just kids making the best of normal kid stuff as well as the larger social injustices of homophobia.

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I would love for April to come out but for her, not only to get back with sterling, I want her to come out and then working things out with sterling and eventually that they get back together ❤️

I’ve been thinking over this and I know that when I first watched I was all, some people just don’t get to come out early! April shouldn’t have to go through this arc if she’ll be left disowned or whatever, they shouldn’t focus on coming out as the only goal, she has a right to prioritize her security and future, but I happened to catch a gifset of the skeeball scene and as always, paused on this one because it is the cutest:

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And like, it made me super sad! For ONCE, she’s allowing herself to be so open with someone, not having to guard every word and glance and motion, knowing it’ll be accepted without judgment and with safety, like, she can trust in this dynamic in a way she can’t with anybody else! The closet is such a particular kind of hell when you know how the people around you will react, it truly is traumatizing to be that watchful and careful and afraid CONSTANTLY. I used to be afraid I’d accidentally say something incriminating in my sleep! It’s literally like being undercover or a spy in enemy territory, you don’t get any respite. Except the enemy in this case are your family and friends, the people you’d go to for comfort in any other situation.

But for just this moment, she’s letting herself relax with someone, and the worst part is? The worst part? She’s fully self-aware! She knows how intense she is! She knows how high-strung she usually is, how she comes across, how people regard her, how she’s been forced to be these last years. But what other choice does she have? Nothing until she comes out.

So I’ve changed my mind, anon. You’re right, I hope she does come out, and of course she is a fictional character, but I hope that kids–people in her position get to see a way out of it without too much loss. Her father becoming accepting would be too unrealistic but maybe it could be a Quinn Fabray kind of situation where they deal with him once and for all, that is actually plot-relevant, and then her mom is better about it? I just hope they treat it with the kindness I want for her. 😡

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You know what was a “cute if you catch it” moment? Sterling pretty much crouching against that wall in the laser tag room so she was the same height as April when they kissed. I am a sucker for height difference.

Aww, I didn’t notice that!

Aw, she’s just like, braced against the wall to stay that low for a lengthy period of time. I don’t really care about height differences in the sense that, like, I prefer them, I’m fine either way, but they’re still adorable! Especially when the shorter one is way more the scarier one. The second season should make use of a reversal, with like, I dunno, stairs or a desk or something. 

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Ok but my favourite moment between them is the phone call when Sterling says she’s not coming to school. The whole exchange is just for freaking adorable.

It isssss. It’s so them, April is written so distinctively and she is just, like, aside from the Christian thing and the closeted thing, SO intense and extreme. Truly Paris Gellar if she’d been born in Atlanta. The way she jumps from not wanting to get sick to being afraid Sterling is a Slacker (and probably rethinking their relationship–she can be with a girl but not with…a bad student) and then thinking Sterling’s told Blair who reacted badly and just running away forever. What a kid! I love her. 

But I especially love how Sterling just calmly responds to each escalation, knowing how to deal with April. It’s a representation of the best part of their dynamic, where April expresses concern in her own super intense way, Sterling understands where she’s coming from and reassures her, and goshhh, the whole prolonged goodbye. I can’t blame April for getting carried away, it was the sweetest thing ever. At that point, they both really thought this was going to carry well into the future and were settling in.

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As much as i hate it, i feel like if we do get a second season, the truth about april knowing the twins brought their dad in is gonna be like another last episode cliffhanger and possibly “undo” much of the pining thats gonna build throughout the entire season

Ugh, I knowwwww. Surprisingly, they saved some pretty major revelations for next season and while I don’t know when the parents will find out they’re bounty hunters (that might just last throughout the show, like Clark Kent’s secret identity), Sterling’ll sexuality’ll be revealed to her parents at some point so we can process through a coming out, possibly bad reaction and all, but the s1 finale really set up April finding out next season. The dad’ being out means he’s going to make a move and if he does, April’ll find out at some point. 

Unfortunately, it really would be exactly the kind of drama I expect from TV shows, for them to finally work their way through their current obstacles only for this next huge one to pop up. It’s not just that they turned him in, April hates people lying to her SO MUCH, especially the people who love her, and Sterling offering her sympathy about her dad multiple times and having done this? She’s gonna be SO MAD. The show’s not gonna get that out of the way early on, right, not when it can milk it for extra drama. 😡

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in tbh april says craig wu said things about her she’d never told anyone. did craig wu throw out something about gay rights and shake april to her core?

Oh, I wonder. Not in a way that anybody else could have made that connection, right, I don’t think April was THAT discombobulated and nobody else even mentioned it. But it is an interesting that April made such a point of it to say he brought up secrets nobody else knew, you’d assume maybe he hinted at it. 

But still, I think that whole bit was mostly for comedic effect, and it would get pretty unfunny if he held outing her over her head. She’s never want Sterling to use her bombshell if it meant Craig could out her in return. I think she was just disturbed he knew so much and was paranoid that MAYBE he knew about her being gay and then decided he couldn’t and hence went ahead and gave Sterling the info.

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I think this was a theory mentioned before about how sterling from TBH was an “Adele” in April’s life, because back when they were first getting partnered up for the debate, they were both joking around and we can see that April was kind of warming up to her but immediately put her guard back up. And then later in the ep it came out that April was still pretty hurt about sterling “giving her away” to another group.

Yeah, for sure, their dynamic seems so intense, and especially on April’s side, that definitely leans into the theory. But even if they HAD just been friends, how differently would April have acted, you know? I don’t know if I’d consider that confirmation of the theory or even if we’ll ever get it.