In for all mankind 1×06, when Pam asked “does that scare you?” And Ellen replies, “no” I didn’t understand Pam’s reaction to that.. would you be so kind to explain it from your perspective?

Sure! I can offer my interpretation. 

So, this scene starts off with Ellen having gotten anxious enough about the FBI investigation into Larry to voice her fears and frustration and suggest they take a break, right. When they’re talking about it being a phase, I don’t think Ellen even thinks that, she just grabs onto it in the middle of their argument as a possible escape, a fantasy, because otherwise this FBI thing, in one way or another, is her whole life. She originally sat up to resolve this unease by either being reassured or instigating a breakup, whichever way it ends up going.

When she says that she feels like a different person with Pam, she means it in the sense that, oh, this is “normal”  me and now this is the dangerous part that likes a woman at all. She’s just talking about sexuality. But Pam means it in the sense that there’s the regular non-loving Ellen part and the loving-Ellen part as the two different versions of her, she doesn’t just mean sexuality, she’s narrowing it to Ellen specifically, making it suddenly deeper and more romantic and like, signaling a shift in their relationship, something more meaningful and committed and long-term. She knows that’s clear to Ellen too and kind of challenges Ellen, considering the conversation they’re having, if that scares her and Ellen’s “no” means, on some level, accepting that shift, instead of pulling away. So it’s a big step forward for them and Pam is, I think, emotional and pleased about it.

My feelings about trek: disco rely on whether Michelle Yeoh is in an episode so maybe I’ll enjoy season 3

Honestly, same. She brings this ENERGY to the show, I loved her even as prime Georgiou so it’s not like I need her to be this fun Delle Seyah-like semi-villain, I just like watching her no matter what. Her dynamic with Michael just jumps over the kind of still developing relationships she has with the other characters.

I am curious how much of s3 she’ll be in, though, given that her spin-off’s still going ahead as far as I know? Or was at least still planned when they were writing and shooting this, so what did they have in mind for her to get to a place where that would start? I just hope she’ll still be in s4, then, it’ll be sorely lacking without her.