Can we talk about Vera’s round-eyed puppy stare at Marcela? I think it started when they were dropping her off at the barber shop. And her eyes just got rounder each time she looks at Marcela after that. It’s like she’s so awed by Marcela’s existence, maybe not necessarily in the romantic sense at first, but… Her eyes just get so big and round, it gives her away every. damn. time.

I’m so glad you mentioned this, because I hadn’t really given it much thought, but it’s such a noticeable change, and honestly such a delicious progression. It’s when she starts to see Marcela for who she is instead of what she is. 

Vera evaluates people and sums them up, decides if they’re worth her time or not and usually they aren’t. Kind of justifiably, most people in her life have let her down. As soon as she met Marcela, she judged and dismissed her. Quite literally, this is their very first meeting:

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Look at that! Her attention shifts to her and in the same breath flits past. She doesn’t even register her.

And so she goes from one label to the next, this heavily tattooed girl obviously about to ask her for money to violent gangster and possible drug runner. Even when she makes a dramatically positive impact on her, Vera (understandably) isn’t in the headspace to do much more than think of her as her savior and then secret-keeper. She’s definitely not seeing Marcela after she saves her and is dealing with the immediate trauma aftermath.

But, and here is the moment I actually think it changes for her, in ep 4 as you said but even before they drop her off at the barber shop, when Ro asks if the cops are chasing them because of her brother, Vera realizes this person she’s dragged into this possible crime and secret with her has her own issues, has her own mess she’s dealing with, she’s not just somebody who’s significant to Vera because she threatened and inconvenienced her, or even as someone who saved her, she’s all these things while still dealing with her missing brother and being this layered person who even now is keeping her secret about what happened the night before, all because Vera asked, even if it makes her look bad in Ro and Carly’s eyes. And this is the look she shoots her then:

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And you’re right. She’s genuinely intrigued, wide-eyed with it.

And then as you said, by the time they dropped her off:

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She definitely sees her now.

And then actually, as you’d maybe expect, when they get to the house at Huatulco, aside from her hackles immediately going up at her stepmom, we also know what memories that house carries for her, and she retreats back to behind her shell, too brittle to really be taking in things and expanding her worldview. When Marcela gets pepper sprayed, Vera again doesn’t even look at her. And every time Ro and Carly manage to calm her down, her stepmom does something to take her out of it again.

But once they leave, you have these moments piling up:

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Like, she keeps being thrown off balance and realizing there’s more to Marcela, again and again. Which is probably the best basis for a romance involving someone like her, who’s so confident in her ability to gauge and judge people, realizing that she can be so wrong, often because people can surprise you in good ways.

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Definitely some romantic interest creeping into that wide-eyed contemplation now. By this point, she’s already learned she can trust Marcela, she’s found out the ways in which she’s deceptively savvy and kind. All of that goes into how intrigued she is and how willing she is to find out more, and why. For Vera to really fall for someone, they’d have to interest her at every level.

Oh in the Dr RoJuls AU Vera and Val totally know each other from the party scene and Lucho and Juanpi travel in the same douche-circle but the sweet responsible Dr who just wants to make her parents proud and the most of the opportunity because she KNOWS her life could be very different doesn’t have time to frequent such places… until a very grateful Val invites her out

Oooh, that’d actually be a really good source of motivation behind RoJuls’s drive and need to excel. And Vera and Val both in the party circle works so well, and omg, Lucho and Juanpi would TOTALLY be douche bros. Both bitching about their girlfriends and thinking the other has it better and then Val and Ro meet and hit it off and they think it’s actually a good thing at first. >_> 

That actually sounds like a really fun AU, if someone wanted to explore all the fundamental differences that kind of background would give RoJuls, but the same inherent goodness and kindness and mom-friend maturity from growing up too fast.

In Chapter 6, when Vera asks Marcela if Joshua was her first boyfriend and Marce replies that she only used him to fuck, Vera’s expression changes before asking if she has fucked many men. I wonder if she felt any jealousy? Or maybe I’m being dumb and Vera was just genuinely interested in that…

Hmm, it does change quite visibly, but I think my first reading of it was that she was thinking about her own relationship with guys, which was pretty terrible (for understandable reasons).

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It looks like she’s turning her thoughts inwards, you know? And especially since Marcela isn’t even talking about the depth of her feelings for Joshua, instead highlighting the physical aspect. While Vera seems to be thinking over how she doesn’t seem to enjoy the physical side at all.

But later on, when she asked about him in ep 7, “How’s it going with, what’s his name, Joshua?” I think then there might have been a little something. And then definitely in ep 10 at the hotel room when Carly tried to make her laugh about Joshua bringing Marcela to that room and instead just ended up making Vera really jealous. Also later on in the same ep when they were outside and Carly called him handsome and Vera was so irritated and immediately went no, mames. 

twitter (.) com /ccplus/status/1238842323448008704 It’s here ! I’m thankful to cultura collectiva haha they know they have an international audience :)

Ooooh, thank you! Lol, yes, the gays are always international.

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Heyyyy. This is only half of it, 9 minutes out of the original 18. They didn’t do when they switched seats, or when Ines tried to “remember” who Tessa was and kept saying her sister’s name. But this is still better than nothing, thanks!

I can’t get over the bit in the last ep of desenfrenadas were it cuts from vera and marcela’s confrontation outside the club straight to that like soap opera on tv where the lady’s saying “I gave you my heart, and you crushed it,” like the blatant parallel… exquisite

Omg, right?? God, ep 10 was just so good, from start to end. I was so pleased when I realized what they were doing, Marcela and Vera’s argument and then you cut to this soapy melodramatic treatment of star-crossed lovers, reinforcing how MarVera are supposed to be seen similarly. So deliberate and effective.

Love your gif of the strip performance! The reaction of the trio. Vera in awe, Rocio with a what I’m doing here face and also what are we going to do, Carlota being the fluffiest most supportive and adorable and of course Marcela shocked face! This scene was brillant!

Ah, thanks! My favorite scene. ;_;

Lol, yeah, that’s perfect for Ro and Carly, but you know, thinking back on Vera, she was such a mixture of so many things. Because later on when they’re waiting outside, she points out how she was yelling at Marcela while Marcela had to work there, understanding how bad that was, so I think there was definitely awe and some straight up thirst, but also some guilt and resolve, like, “I’m gonna get her out of here.” 

Man, I just didn’t expect that scene, even though the ep was inevitably building to it, I thought the point had been their reunion across the street, which I already loved, seeing how they both ended up there. But then! The music and the recognition, the one-sided recognition! And then Marcela finally looking at them! And the knowledge of the confusing, messy place Vera and Marcela were in and the inability of anyone to react in any real way. It was…masterful.