i
struggle to announce this. i know my issues are not that big compared to
what is going on globally. it’s hard to see your life as worthwhile
when, in the grand scheme of things, it is insignificant. but i fear for
my life.
yesterday (9/7) i found out i have cervical cancer. after
months of waiting for an appointment,
despite having known since something
was wrong, due to the injustice that is the
American healthcare system. it has completely turned my world upside down + shaken me to
my core. with every breath i fear the cancer is spreading. i
don’t know how long my own body has been killing itself, all i know is
that i need to hurry to get the injured parts of it removed.
my family
has built itself from the ground up and is barely managing. especially
with the pandemic.. which has taken a tremendous toll on the alaskan
economy.. and as farmers, we lack the means to afford the medical care
i’m in dire need of. i struggle with my mental health during a normal day, and this news has virtually killed any light
i had left. my waking moments have felt like a nightmare. a nightmare with
no foreseeable end in sight.
if there is anyone out there who reads
this, by offering your help you are saving me. whether it be by thoughtful sentiments or contributions or spreading this post wherever
you can. my life is not in my hands anymore.
thank you for taking the time to read this. i appreciate all of you
paypal:
banhmibaby037@gmail.com
venmo: mercurialgirl
$139 in the first day?! you all are giving me hope ?
$275/$28000 day two!
i made a twitter today as well in case anyone wants to spread it around there too!!!
all of your words melt my heart into pieces, i want u to know i read the tags on this and cry (in a good way, people never fail to amaze me with their compassion)
$663/$28000 day four ? thank you thank you thank you
$809/$28000 and it’s day five!
i have so much hope in my chest i may burst
$925/$28000 on day six
any post interaction helps!!! if u know someone who is willing to spread this please! send it their way + as always.. thank you for being You ??
$1000/$28000!!!! holy moly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
$1399/$28000 on day eight
i can’t believe we are actually doing this like i might actually be able to schedule the surgery and it’s all bcus of you wonderful people
