đ But THATâs what made you catch on?? What is the significance of the threesome line to yâall, I had just thought at the time the show was making fun of April for being so tightly wound. But I like, I did expect something, but hope was honestly dwindling away until Sterling broke up with Luke and then it was like, hm. Hmmm. But 6+, I did not really think that was gonna happen. Not that way, at least, lol.
Omg that second to last gif of the Doritos scene gifset!! Did Sterling making that kiss mouth when she keeps looking at Aprilâs lips!???? Hahaha I love how her eyes keeps going up and down looking at the eyes and the lips hahaha Bless whoever invented gif!! We see more small details that we missed while watching Thank you thank you for gifting!!
Can I just say, I love that everyoneâs calling it the Doritos scene, thatâs literally what I named this clip.

Uh, huh. It looks like it! But I think it was just a little quirk, either she was thinking about saying something to interrupt this tirade (and get Aprilâs attention all back on herrrrr) or she was doing this kind of unconscious mimicking thing with April she seems to do, like touching her hair:

Although, to your point, sheâs touching her hair because sheâs imagining touching Aprilâs, soooo I guess weâre back to your theory. đ
Hey, have you seen What Does it Feel Like to Fall in Love? On YouTube? Itâs a short film and I thought it was really adorable. You might like it too!
Sorry, this got kind of buried, but…either somebody DID recommend this already or I happened to catch it in my Youtube recs, because while I didnât remember the title, I did watch it, and it was! Thanks for the rerec, though. đ
Why do you think April was so fast to go back to being mean to Sterling after her dad came back instead of talking it out with her (I mean they did talk it out after but damn! her animosity towards Sterling when they were at the lock-in hurt to watch ?)
I think, aside from the show going for max angst, she just got SUPER freaked about her dad and it was her first instinct, paranoia that even being seen with Sterling would confirm everything anybody was suspecting. Maybe her first reaction had even been to go to her and that would have scared her even more, especially when it seemed like her friends (âfriendsâ) were kind of suspecting something too. She does tend to react first and then settle down, like with Luke, as she then did with Sterling, but itâs hard to shut down that first instinct.Â
I JUST finished watching TBH and omg that cliffhanger :0 I really wonder how Sterlingâs story is going to go for next season? (Really hoping they get a season 2!!) April once said Sterling always got her way or at least thatâs how it looked like to her but now things have been flipped and sheâs probably at her lowest point so I wonder how thatâs going to affect her in terms of not just her relationships but also her personality…
Haha, yes, that cliffhanger! They really did pile EVERYTHING on her in that finale and I do very much hope we get at least one more season to round off all these major revelations and storylines.
Aprilâs not wrong, tbh, Sterling had been leading a CHARMED ass life until this point. When you compare them, Sterlingâs got a twin sister she really gets along with, kind parents, a loving bf, everyone seems to like her no matter what, she does well academically, while Aprilâs stuck there already being an intense and competitive kid and just made worse by the realization sheâs gay and the wall sheâd had to put up because of that. She has no real friends, just lackeys, and however close she was to her dad before, she still knew how homophobic he was and had to protect herself from that. And at the time, it was funny, but remember how when Sterling was straight up confessing that she and Luke had sex, EVEN THEN that somehow turned on April. I kind of loved that after the twins started the rumors and April caught on and zeroed in on Sterling, they put a freaking halo around her:

And April knows that on this one, sheâs absolutely the one in the right. I can WELL understand her frustration and resentment and wonder if that wasnât also a part of how much the rift grew.
But anyway, ouch, all that seems like it was setting up the harshest of falls. Now sheâs lost everything, the only thing that didnât happen was being outed. Getting dumped, then kidnapped, by the âauntâ your momâs lied to you about for your whole life, at gunpoint, tied up, and then worst of all, no twin, wrong parents, charmed life gone. I donât know, man, whereâs she gonna go from there? Whoâs she gonna live with–whose car is she going to get into to leave the junkyard, to start with? And you know, I mentioned April not really having friends, but Sterling doesnât either, outside Blair. Is she gonna avoid her? But then she wouldnât have anybody to talk to and the show kind of needs her to process this and show us her reactions. Maybe theyâll get her a therapist? She definitely needs one! With this showâs track record, sheâll probably vent by telling Ellen everything in the first minute of season 2.
I donât know, sheâs such a sweetheart, she may just go quiet but seemingly be okay with things only to explode later, instead of getting angry at her parents–at the Wesleys–right off the bat. She may visit Dana in prison, thatâll open up some storylines. Iâm not sure if itâll be made public, even if people know who Dana is, it doesnât have to be revealed that sheâs Sterlingâs mom. But however it goes, however tough it all is, itâll be a period of growth for her in the end, sheâll get through it and she and Blair will come out stronger, thatâs just the show. But I donât really know how those first eps will go, especially with juggling Luke and April and Aprilâs dad and the bounty hunting.Â
But you know, this is one of the things I SUPER love about having central wlw characters, where that becomes part of the main arc. And in fact, for this show, with its strong religious themes, I mentioned this before too, but the show is literally better off for including this very relevant nuanced plot point for these particular characters and for providing this super organic reason for why Sterling would keep a secret from Blair and actually choose to hang out with someone else. This isnât tokenism or trying to think of what to do with a character but built into the actual storyline. Itâs something thatâs a major part of her and will affect and be affected by all the other major storylines. It could be that April ends up being the confidante, although she may have even more reason to choose the âeasyâ safe option Luke is. Weâll see, I hope!
My coworker is a doppelgänger for Blair. Like no joke you canât tell them apart. Obviously I canât prove this but trust me ?
Man, what is it about this trio of actresses thatâs making people find all kinds of similarities.Â
And another anon:
do you ever find yourself disliking a ship/character because an actor looks like someone you know who you don’t like? (i ask because sterling’s actress looks EXACTLY like a girl i know in real life who is, well. a massive homophobe :/ )
Honestly, not really. Most people I know donât look like celebrities, heh. That sucks but like, I think if you watch enough youâll be able to compartmentalize. Technically, these characters arenât even like their actors, who they literally look like.
And another anon:
i have been racking my brain for who april (devon) reminds me of for days now and i think i’ve got it. rebecca ferguson from mission impossible.Â
Hmm, this feels like the Sterling -> Jes Macallan comparison, where like, maybe a baby version, lol.
And another anon:
Sterling kinda looks like Aly from Aly & AJ when they were younger
I guess I can kinda see that. The nose, right.
Have you seen any fics for April and Sterling by any chance?
Oh, sorry, no, but I havenât really looked either. But itâs early days and it does feel like the fandomâs growing, though, so maybe soon?
hi i don’t know if this will make sense but i just want to share it with someone. i recently finished tbh like 4 days ago and has been rewatching it again after. then i only realized this morning how powerful the implication of sterling, blair and even april on their complete acceptance of their sexuality and them being ‘right’ with their God. i was born & raised in a very devout catholic family and even the thought of masturbation or sex trigger alarm bells in my brain. (1/2)
(2/2) i’ve long accepted that it’s not to be ashamed of but the conditioning and the feeling still lingers. it was a mind blowing moment for me, when i realized the complete freedom they exude in regards to these topics. the belief that, in the eyes of God, who they are is right and is nothing to be ashamed of.
That makes complete sense and youâre right, it is so powerful! Honestly, now that you mention it, Iâm wondering why it didnât really register with me as significantly as it should have. I try to focus on the meta aspect, right, not just what itâs like in the story but outside it, as I definitely did make a super big deal about the pressure on April to come out.Â
I guess maybe I glossed over it because on some level I still saw it as a very liberal satire more than a genuinely religious show? But now that Iâm turning over that theory too, like, it is a gentle satire, sure, but itâs not mocking actually religious people, just the extremes. Thereâs nothing at all jokey in the showâs treatment of Sterling and Aprilâs very real panic at being outed, and that also was something I related to very hard. Or maybe itâs because I never actually had the religious reconciliation problem myself, I didnât struggle with–in my case–Islamic beliefs about being gay, I actually went the April path, all well, if I am, thatâs on God, so like, not my fault.
But no, no, youâre right, it is so valuable to see these relatable but still sincerely religious girls, with not just the knowledge of the Bible and…all the rest of that, but the belief in it and the genuine acceptance to let it in and influence and affect them, to still be like, itâs all good. They didnât withdraw from their beliefs or make trade offs, or have to interrogate it within themselves, debate it out, try to accept it with their head but still wrestle with it in their hearts, choose one or the other. It is very cool, that comfort.Â
Thanks for sharing and making me think about this aspect!