Exactly. Exactly!
The whole world’s conspiring against them, she’s humiliated, she knows she’ll definitely cause a further rift between Val and Eva if she stays, Val’s life will be upended and she doesn’t even feel like she’s worth it. Not when people who love Val tell her she’s not enough, not when her own mom tells her she’s not enough, that a rich person like Val would inevitably tire of her. So to keep all this going when it’ll only hurt Val? Possibly even physically! Let’s not forget THAT side of things either.